Saturday, December 27, 2008

周末拉萨

拉萨是纯粹的“愚乐”城市。她“愚”乐了西藏各党政机关;“愚”乐国内国际的政客,而博日也在比谁比谁更“愚”蠢,看上去更快“乐”些。就这样,美丽的“愚”乐拉萨城里居住的人,也就慢慢患上了不同程度的恐惧症、焦虑症、疑病症、狂想症、强迫症、自闭症、抑郁症、孤独症、神经衰弱症、性虐待症...

周末我这个患有心里疾病综合症的人,独自享受着音乐、书的时候,收到了朋友的短信说:

夜幕降临后,我们社会是这样的:
有喝的、有碰的、三拳两胜玩命的;
有喊的、有唱的、抓着话筒不放的;
有胡的、有杠的、每圈都有进账的;
搓脚的、搓背的、按摩按到裸睡的;
想念的、爱慕的、电话两天倾诉的;
谈情的、说爱的、地上搂着乱踹的;
眉来的、眼去的、惹得老公生气的;
沾花的、惹草的、害的老婆乱找的;
表演的、猛练的、跳楼招来观看的;
狂欢的、作案的、满街都是乱窜的;
卖淫的、嫖娼的、漏室独自玩抢的;
窍门的、盗墓的、做梦都想致富的;
开房的、上床的、干到高潮叫娘的;
手模的、舌舔的、干出小孩不管的;
补肾的、吃鞭的、一干通宵累瘫的;
同志你的干哪样?周末快乐!

黑夜里的音乐和Sandy Tolan 的The Lemon Tree,我怎么就是一个局外人了。也许正因为如此,我才会这么痛.....

Thursday, December 25, 2008

War Is Over

at the end of each year, the overwhelming greeting messages with vary forms...
music is always a big part of it and I enjoy most
Happy Xmas by John Lennon, is always, but is not just a song

I wish, in the years to come...
No War
No Killing
No Fear
No Hunger
No... but people live free of ....

So this is Christmas
and what have you done
another year over
a new one just begun

and so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
the near and the dear ones
the old and the young
a very Merry Christmas
and a Happy New Year
let's hope it's a good one
without any fear

and so this is Christmas (war is over...)
for weak and for strong (...if you want it)
the rich and the poor ones
the road is so long

and so happy Christmas
for black and for white
for the yellow and red ones
let's stop all the fight

a very Merry Christmas
and a Happy New Year
lets hope it's a good one
without any fear

so this is Christmas
and what have you done
war is over - if you want it

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

这组一只鸟与另一只鸟之间催人泪下的故事,不知感动了多少个人。过了这么久,再看依旧感动如初......

星期六的下午,港南的天气阴霾,很多的家燕,成群停留在马路上觅食戏耍,看着来往的大货车 ,突然,一辆呼啸而过的大货车开过,地上只看到一团黑影留着,不幸又发生了……


鸟儿的感情也是相当丰富的。尽管这只家燕已经在地上不会动了,但是,另一只仿佛是她的家人,马上飞到她的身旁,不忍相信这个实事……


一辆汽车开过来了,飞快的车速,将风卷起,地上的鸟儿也随着翻了身。看到地上的鸟儿改变了姿势,情人仿佛受到鼓励一般,赶快的又飞下来到她的身旁…… 


他在她的身旁守候,大声的呼喊着“为何还不起来呢?”


无奈何,另一方已经永远听不到了……此时,鸟儿竟尝试着要将地上的鸟儿抓起……


当然是无法承受这样沉重的负担……用力的振翅,一次又一次……


无奈,纵然地上的鸟儿想回应,却也永远没办法了……又一辆汽车经过,鸟儿赶忙飞起,等到汽车一过,却又马上下来……


尽管别的鸟儿告诉他这是没有用的,但是,依然不死心的希望看到他再度飞起……另一辆汽车经过,鸟儿的身子又被汽车快速的风吹动……再度受到鼓舞的鸟儿,坚持不同的尝试……


尽了全身的力量,却无法得到任何的回应……


据摄影者讲,他自己已经拍摄不下去了……,怕那只不愿离去的鸟儿再受到意外,便将那只已逝去的鸟儿挪在路边,那只鸟儿在附近的树枝上久久哀鸣不愿离去……

Friday, December 12, 2008

失真

记得几年前,为了政府对雪顿日期的调整,网上、网下大家议论纷纷,传统失真是所有人最担忧的。

而如今,白啦日追大伙摇身一变都成了善男信女。机关里的博日阿佳啦,成了关注传统宗教节日的人群。平日很难布施的博日布,也竟如此慷慨解囊。

说是“仙女节”
说是“吉祥天母节”
说是“妇女节”
说是“藏族情人节”
还有说是“又一个乞丐节”

网上说:“今天是吉祥天母节,也是‘西藏妇女节’,女人问你拿钱是,男人一定要给,否则会损福气...男人大出血”。 还有放话说“所有的男人都必须准备好红包。所有的女人问所有的男人要红包。一个一个地要,而且男人们必须给。据说:行长给500,科长给200... ..."白拿" ”

朋友说:“昨天聊至早上...,下午三点才起床,避开了抢钱的女人节...”。 朋友说:“I am hiding tomorrow since I don't have any money to give away for Pelha'i Duchen.”。 还有朋友说:“给你也发了数美元的彩信”;我暗想,多亏我手机不能接收彩信。更有很多人说:“这么喜欢要钱,也许是即将成为真乞丐的前兆而已.....”

如果一个有着悠久传统和美丽传说的日子,可以失真到这种程度,我们应该去责问谁?
因果报应、褒善贬恶、敬老爱幼、孝敬父母的道德观似乎正在消失......

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

群众“不明真相”是官员失职【转】

“一小撮别有用心的人”、“不明真相的群众”、“黑恶势力幕后指使策划”……近些时候,一些较大的群体性事件发生之初,总能看到地方政府这样匆忙定性的词语。贵州“瓮安事件”、云南“孟连事件”,以及最近的甘肃“陇南事件”,事发之初,都能看到这样的“定性怪圈”。

“不明真相的群众”,似乎将群众看成没有独立人格、自由思想的“愚民”和逆来顺受的“顺民”,他们的不满一定是因为受到了蒙蔽、迷惑、挑唆和煽动。与之相对的,官员及其决策者则明白真相,掌握真理,难以犯错。

这样的定性,与这个时代完全脱节。有网民调侃“不明真相”说,这“不仅侮辱了群众的人格,还侮辱了群众的智商”,他们揶揄总结说,群众总是“不明真相”的,闹事的总是“别有用心”的,黑恶势力总是能“煽动群众”的,死者家属总是“情绪稳定”的……

经过30年的改革开放,中国社会已进入“黄金发展时期”与“矛盾凸显时期”并存的阶段。体制转换、结构调整、社会变革,在广度上已涉及经济、政治、文化等所有领域,在深度上已触及人们具体的经济利益。利益调整凸显了新的矛盾,就业、分配、腐败等问题成为人们关注的焦点。社会矛盾一旦遇到“导火索”,就容易爆发为大规模群体性事件、呈现出突发性、对抗激烈、社会破坏力强,处置难度大等特点。群体性事件频发有其深刻的社会背景。绝大多数群体性事件都是由于群众切身利益受到侵犯,利益诉求长期被漠视而引发。

分析近年来全国影响较大的群体事件,几乎都有一个共同的规律:起因很小-基层反应迟钝-升级为群体性事件-基层无法控制-震惊高层-迅速处置-事态平息。在冲突萌芽和聚集的初期,一些地方的基层党委政府对社会矛盾普遍表现出“体制性迟钝”——反应迟钝,判断失误,处理失当,导致“小事拖大,大事拖炸”,集中暴露出执政能力薄弱的软肋。

为了给这样的“体制性迟钝”寻找遁词,一些地方官员在应对群体性事件时,倾向于走极端,延续“寻找敌人”的专政思维,简单粗暴地“扣帽子,揪辫子,打棍子”。面对危机,他们首先想到的不是努力化解矛盾,而是上升到“政治高度”,对事件超前定性,把群众利益诉求“泛政治化”:要么认定“一小撮别有用心的人挑唆煽动”,要么认定为“有黑恶势力操纵”,然后把公安机关推上一线,采取高压手段解决问题。这么做,实际是一些官员揣着明白装糊涂,想借此推托自身应该承担的失职渎职责任。因此,在某种意义上,胡乱定性的官员才是群体性事件中真正“别有用心的人”。

如果说,在新中国建国初期,由于外部存在境内外敌对势力的持续威胁,内部存在土匪、特务等一些遗留问题,专政思维还有其时代合理性的话,那么,在执政已经60年的今天,一些官员思想上、行为上依然存在的“专政”惯性,说明他们还没有理解中国共产党从革命党到执政党的时代转变,更没有理解好、执行好执政为民这一党的根本宗旨。

“瓮安事件”中,基层党委政府匆忙将事件定性为“有组织、有预谋”,是黑恶势力煽动群众围攻政府,并在当地媒体大规模刊播“瓮安群众愤怒谴责不法分子”等新闻,引起了更多群众的反感和猜疑。后来,还是贵州省委书记石宗源指出这起事件的“真相”:一些长期积累的社会矛盾没有得到应有的重视和妥善的解决,干群关系紧张、治安环境不好,一些地方、一些部门在思想意识、干部作风和工作方法上还存在很多问题,群众对我们的工作不满意。

在“寻找敌人”的同时,一些官员还习惯于封锁消息,控制舆论,制造出“不明真相的群众”。长期以来,在突发性公共事件发生后,保持沉默、回避媒体已经成为一些基层党委政府条件反射式的“自觉行为”,但在传播手段多样化、传播对象大众化的情况下,这种紧要关头的“失语”必然丧失引导舆论的主动权,看似避免承担责任的风险,实际却陷入被动,增加了平息事态的难度。

群众不明真相是官员的渎职。群众有权利了解真相,出现群众“不明真相”的情况,正是一些地方执政者的失职。因此,一些地方被“不明真相的群众”冲击、打砸,执政者首先要反躬自省。“不明真相的群众”暴露的是一些官员对民意的漠视,以及对“权力必须接受监督”这一法治理念的强烈反感。在少数官员的脑袋里,他们根子上就漠视公民的基本权利,更何况“公民知情权”。《政府信息公开条例》早已颁布实施,但是公众最想知道、需要知道、应当知道的不少信息却无法公开。比如,最近,沈阳市民温洪祥要求公开政府办公费、招待费、差旅费等费用,就被官员答复为“极其敏感,难度很大”。

一方面是群众无法了解真相,另一方面,一些公布的“真相”往往是群众无法接受的“假相”。看着那些群体性事件新闻“通稿”,我常常想问这些起草发布者3个小问题:“如果死者是你的母亲,你情绪能不能稳定?”“为什么群众跟黑帮走而不是跟政府走?”“别有用心的人究竟是些什么人?”

在构建和谐社会的历史潮流下,为政者应当转变思维,变社会控制为社会博弈,最终走向社会契约。前段时间的重庆出租车罢运事件,以官民互动的谈判、协商方式圆满解决,不就充分证明了中国可以跳出所谓“专政”的“周期率”吗?

文/《瞭望》新闻周刊记者黄豁

Monday, December 08, 2008

丰裕中的饥荒

如今生活,确切地说应该是物质生活越来越丰裕了
但为什么我们就越来越像“伊达” - 饿鬼呢?
如今的饥荒感
似乎要比爱尔兰大饥荒
更加真实
如此的不同却又如此惊人的相似
There is more in us than we know about. The famine, which happened 150 years ago. It's three lifetimes at most. Things that happen than were handed on from father to son, from mother to daughter, down to this day. They are within us now, and we don't deal with them. And it seems to me, this is what's interesting about a lot of Irish music now, that it is the carrier for this kind of feeling, and for this kind of emotion, that we have no other expression for it because politically we deny it, intellectually we deny it. Our literature ....... doesn't deal with this, our sentiment doesn't deal with this. But music, it's in the music, it seems to me. The culture can actually carry those things in al kinds of visible ways, in gesture, in movement, in language, in humour and in music.



Okay, I want to talk about Ireland
Specifically I want to talk about the "famine"
About the fact that there never really was one
There was no "famine"
See Irish people were only allowed to eat potatoes
All of the other food, meat, fish, vegetables,
were shipped out of the country under armed guard
To England while the Irish people starved
And then in the middle of all this
They gave us money not to teach our children Irish
And so we lost our history
And this is what I think is still hurting me

You see we're like a child that's been battered
Has to drive itself out of it's head because it's frightened
Still feels all the painful feelings
But they lose contact with the memory
and this leads to massive self-destruction
Alcoholism, drug addiction
All desperate attempts at running
And in it's worst formBecomes actual killing
And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be rememberingAnd then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong

An American army regulation
Says you mustn't kill more than ten percent of a nation
'Cos to do so causes permanent "psychological damage"
It's not permanent but they didn't know that
Anyway during the supposed "famine"
We lost a lot more than 10% of our nation
Through deaths on land or on ships of emigration
But what finally broke us is not starvation
No it's use in the controlling of our education
School go on about "Black 47"
On and on about "The terrible famine"
But what they don't say is in truth
there really never was one

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
All the lonely people
where do they all belong

So let's take a look can we
The highest statistics of child abuse in the EEC
And we say we're a Christian country
But we've lost contact with our history
See we used to worship God as a mother
We're suffering from post traumatic stress disorder
Look at all our old men in the pubs
Look at all our young people on drugs
We used to worship God as a mother
Now look at what we're doing to each other
We've even made killers of ourselves
The most child-like trusting people in the Universe
And this is what's wrong with us
Our history books the parent figures lied to us
I see the Irish
As a race like a child
That got itself smashed in the face
And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be remembering
And then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
(That I can tell you in one word)
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong

And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be remembering
And then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding

And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be remembering
And then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding
We stand on the brink of a great achievement
In this Ireland there is no solution
To be found to our disagreements
By shooting each other

Because of our tradition everyone here knows who he is
and what God expects him to do

Forgiveness, forgiveness
Knowledge
Yes
And understanding

Forgiveness
Equate, be driven
Frogiveness
Knowledge
Yes
And understanding

Monday, December 01, 2008

Shall We Dance



Again! World AIDS Day! Just like a show-time everybody into the streets for leaflets and condom. If people were really care and concern, everyday should be AIDS day not just 1st of December. HIV and AIDS is not just a health issue but a social issue; we are all part of it.....thus should work together! With one's friends, colleagues, wife, husband, child, community members....

As said, most intimate but probably most dangerous. So shall we dance, inside the condom...every time!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Rock U, Chinese Democracy



I always enjoy James Reynold's reports and Qs....Always There!

And here, after Gun N' Roses's Chinese Democracy! James goes" An American rock ban releases a new album called "Chinese Democracy" what is the Chinese government response to such even?   Boom.... Mr.Qin Gang, Chinese Foreign Ministry spokesman replyed: "According to my knowledge, a lot of people don't like this kind of music - because it's too noisy, and too loud. James, I think you are a mature adult, aren't you?

说记者问外交部发言人秦刚:美国一个乐队“抢与玫瑰” 发行了一张名为《中国民主》的新专辑,中方对此有何反应? 秦笑眯眯地答:据我了解,很多人不喜欢这类音乐,因为它太嘈杂,噪音太大。我想你应该是一个成熟的成年人吧?

什么跟什么呀!摇滚,民主,成年人,音乐 ..... 所以的一切一切的一切,在中国都是噪声,都是污染....

It don’t really matter 其实无所谓
You’ll find out for yourself
你们自己终究会发现
No it don’t really matter
不,其实它无所谓
You’re gonna leave these thing to
Somebody else
你们总是会将这样的事情留给别人去做

If they missionaries
如果那些传教士
Real time visionaries
现实世界的幻想家
Sitting in a Chinese stew
坐在中国这口热锅上
To view my dis-infatu-ation
看见我的清醒
I know that I’m a classic case
我知道我是一个典型案例
Watch my disenchanted face
观察我不再迷醉的脸
Blame it on the Falun Gong
怪罪给法轮功吧
They’ve seen the end and you can’t hold on now
他们已经看到结局,而你却支持不住了。
Cause it would take a lot more hate than you
To stop the fascination
因为需要太多的仇恨才能阻止它的魔力
Even with an iron fist
即使你有一个铁拳。
Our baby got to rule the nation
我们的孩子将会统治这个国家
But all I got is precious time
而我拥有的只是宝贵的时间

It don’t really matter
其实无所谓
Gonna keep it to myself
你可以保密
No it don’t really matter
不,其实它无所谓
So you can hear it now from
Somebody else
所以你现在可以从别人那里听到这些信息

Cause it would take a lot more time than you
因为你的时间不够
I’ve got more masturbation
我有更多的自我满足
Even with your iron fist
即使伴随着你的铁拳
Our baby got to rule the nation but all I got is
Precious time
我们的孩子将统治这个国家但我所拥有的只是宝贵的时间
Our baby got to rule the nation but all I got is
Precious time
我们的孩子将统治这个国家但我所拥有的只是宝贵的时间

It don’t really matter
其实无所谓
Gonna keep it to myself
你可以保密
No it don’t really matter
不,其实它无所谓
So you can hear it now from
Somebody else
所以你现在可以从别人那里听到这些信息

You think you got it all locked up inside
你以为可以把一切都封锁起来。
And if you beat them all up they’ll die
以为痛打他们,他们就会死去。
Then you’ll walk them home for the cells
然后把牢房当作他们的家
Then now you’ll dig for your road back to hell
这样的话你就是在为自己挖掘回到地狱的路
And with your makes you stop
是你自己让自己灭亡
As if your eyes were their eyes you can tell
In your lack of time
如果你能用他们眼睛看到,就会知道自己的时间已经不多了

Saturday, November 08, 2008

True & False

社科院公布白领工资标准 拉萨月入900就是白领
中国社会科学院公布的2007年全国主要城市白领工资标准,包括各城市物价水平、居住成本、交通成本、城市现代化等诸多方面因素。香港月入18500元,北京5000元,广州4750元才算白领(单位:人民币)。外地务工者在以下基础上增加1800元。共分七档。
一档:香港18500,澳门8900;
二档:上海5350,深圳5280,温州5020,北京5000
三档:杭州4980[杭州白领工资标准你说我说] ,广州4750,苏州4300,厦门4100,青岛4000;
四档:南京3780,福州3380,无锡3200,天津3150,济南3120,大连3000;
五档:郑州2880,昆明2800,武汉2680,海口2600,长沙2480,三亚2360,重庆2250,沈阳2100,乌鲁木齐2100,西安2080;
六档:成都1900,哈尔滨1700,呼和浩特1700,贵阳1600,长春1500,兰州1500,银川1100,西宁1000;
七档:拉萨900
http://bbs.chinatibetnews.com/viewthread.php?tid=811&highlight=

Here is the report from Chinese Academy of Social Sciences on the standard monthly wages of white-collar workers in China. Surprisingly, Lhasa, the capital of Tibet Autonomous Region is listed at the bottom with 900RMB($130)/month. As 18,500RMB($2,700) per month, Hong Kong is listed on the top line. Beijing and Shanghai, with 5,000RMB and 5,350 are grouped in the second level.

But then,,just after few days on Xinhua News and released by National Bureau of Statistics of China on average wage level cross China. Tibet(32,436RMB) rank the top three, with Beijng(39,663RMB) on the first and Shanghai(39,004RMB) on the second place.

I am not quite sure how these calculation been done and where were these data source from? Interestingly, the article also listed top three average wage level in different sectors. The financial industry, is considered as the top industry, and followed by IT on the second and electric power, gas, water production and supply on the third place. It is almost impossible that Tibet could make average wage as higher as than Guangfdong or Nanjing, or even Sichuan, given these sectors are just rising industry in Tibet. But then....What is What? True things are false, for if the things be true

各省市工资水平排序 北京上海西藏居前三名

据国家统计局反馈的资料,截止到今年三季度末,江苏城镇单位在岗职工平均工资水平仍然位居北京(39663元)、上海(39004元)、西藏(32436元)、天津(27687元)、浙江(23603元)、广东(23078元)之后,在全国各省(自治区、直辖市)中排列第7位。

不同的行业,职工平均工资也存在差距。前三季度排在前三位的依次为:金融业42838元,信息传输、计算机服务和软件业36600元,电力、燃气及水的生产和供应业35380元。

http://news.xinhuanet.com/society/2008-10/29/content_10269839.htm

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Is Anything Really Possible!

"If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer." - Chicago, Illinois 4 Nov 2008

Tonight, Obama and Amercian people made the history. No matter how bad and what people say about United States, it is a land of opportunity. I remember a Chinese moive had famous quote, it goes: 如果你爱一个人,送他去纽约,因为那里是天堂;如果你恨一个人,送他去纽约,因为那里是地狱。in translation, " If you love someone, send him to New York, for it's heaven; if you hate someone, send him to New York, for it's hell. " And I guess after today, most of people would love to live in US, as it is now. Anything is possible!

But then, I am wondering, is possible for an ordinaroy Tibetan be somebody in China? I don't know, really. I wish anything is possible all over the world. Be happy, be yourself, and be contributor to the society.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Tibet in quakes


Pull by Tsering Nyandak
Tibet, my country
Lhasa, my home
Tibetans, my fellows
Gone through great many difficulties
So, why we cannot this time
With earthquake hits Snowland
Let's hold hands together again
Wish Safe and Peace all over the World

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Who Spread AIDS!


I think this is extremely cool. 胡老师英语 会传播艾滋病 Teacher Hu's English can spread AIDS.Is that true? I laughed; we all laughed; at office. I even sent this picture to my colleague, 'Hu' whom we have always call “胡老师 Teacher Hu” to get the answer for the issue we are always talking - How HIV is spread in Tibet and elsewhere? so here we are, the answer!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

阿里的广场文化

广场现象在中国任何一个角落都会有其生存的土壤。 在北京、在拉萨、在阿里、乃至在阿里革吉县,这么一个小县城也有够气派的文化广场。


这是阿里地区广场,超大所谓的文化广场。除了四周的山,头顶的蓝天白云,很难想象这是在西藏阿里。仙人掌、椰树和火柴盒的房子, 不知是要展示什么样的文化?!


这是扎达县 - 托林广场,古格王朝的所在地。也是象雄文化的中心地带。象雄是历史上一个古国。象雄是苯教的发源地,有着独特的象雄文。“象雄”一词,在象雄语中意为鹏地,即大鹏鸟之地。藏语称鹏鸟为“架琼”,与象雄语文完全不同。而现在的扎达文化广场把“象雄”文化,真当成“象”文化在演绎。援藏干部还特意赠送了一个银色的“象”,来象征此地乃“象雄”文化之源也。是真不懂历史还是重新诠释历史?!



革吉县,一个才千人的县城,也有这么一个空旷的文化广场。走在铺着大理石无人的广场上,阳光变得更加刺眼。天还是透明的蓝,“全民健身器材”在广场和山的对应下,显得极为不协调。也不明白狮子摆这是啥意思。虽然县前后各有一个,但似乎没人知道为什么。

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Lost Kingdom - Guge Dynasty

曾经设想过N次
游走在古格 - 消失的王国里
辉煌与没落
废墟,谜一般
废墟吞没了我的期盼
废墟助长了我的记忆
美丽的废墟





Monday, July 07, 2008

Sand In My Shoes


I almost feel like its been years since my last holiday. Living in a mountains region, is living out of the endless ocean. It was not a choice as I was born and grew up in the mountain region. But, I so very much in love with the life in the mountain home, the people, the thin air, the cold, the snow, the sun, the starts in the night sky, the magnate color, etc. However, to me, a holiday is also about sand, heat, choice, freedom, interaction and those things that I don't have at home. I love the feeling of sand in my flip flops, and I just cannot get enough of the endless sea. Wish I had a holiday escape from these gloomy days.

Two weeks away it feels like the world should've changed
But I'm home now
And things still look the same
I think I'll leave it to tomorrow till unpack
Try to forget for one more night
That I'm back in my flat on the road
Where the cars never stop going through the night
To real life where I can't watch sunset
I don't have time
I don't have time

I've still got sand in my shoes
And I can't shake the thought of you
I shake it all, forget you
Why, why would I want to
I know we said goodbye
Anything else would've been confused but

I wanna see you again
Tomorrow's back to work down to sanitation
should've run back ?? before I left here
Try to Mama show her that I was happy here
Before I knew that I could get on the plane and fly away
From the road where the cars never stop going through the night
To real life where I can't watch sunset
And take my time
Take up our time

I wanna see you again
Two weeks away, all it takes to change in time around by falling
I walked away and never said that
I wanted to see again
I wanna see you again
I wanna see you again

Thursday, July 03, 2008

Fly as Lungda



Lungda是五彩的
但就是喜欢这张黑白照
人与物
灵与魂
精神与物质
存在与消失
放弃与渴望
跳跃与静止
一切尽在其中

Sunday, June 29, 2008

People in High Platform Houses, Kashgar

I feel so sad and sorry for those who live in High Platform Houses in Kashgar. In some way, I feel myself been in a zoo. Indeed, I hate zoos, to me, it is a place to fulfill human desire but at the sacrifice of others life and their freedom. Therefore, I don't like zoos and it has never been listed on my agenda wherever I go. Wondering around those houses in Kashgar, as outsiders, I feel so disgusting of our selfish. We are complete ignoring their feeling and disturbing their normal life. High Platform could be the future of Bharkor, maybe?! possible?!