Thursday, April 30, 2009

再来铁鸟


小时候喜欢折纸飞机
教室上空总是会有很多纸飞机
颜色、大小各异
很是好玩

上大学时
第一次坐上真真的飞机 - 铁鸟
离开了拉萨

几十年过去了
西藏地上有了穿梭的铁龙
西藏上空也多了很多的铁鸟
野牦牛不得不给铁龙让道了
燕子不得不躲着铁鸟了

而今天又看到新闻说
日喀则要建西藏第五个民用机场
平机场
乱世里的“细底”机场

真不明白西藏遍地的“鲁”
怎么就可以和这些异物
铁龙、铁鸟、铁鱼...
如此和谐并存

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Self-Reflection

离开,是为了更好的回来
不用上班了,可以睡到自然醒
从新调整生物钟、调整思绪
时间空间,让自己活得更明白点
失业了,自愿下岗了

Once again, I am unemployed. With my last job I have learned that what I am interested most, and what I have to do.  Living in ordered city, Lhasa, without some kind of self-reflection our life is just perfect as it was given. But to take a break for self-refection and self-definition...

well, everyone paranoid everywhere, but in long-run how in such environment a productive and meaningful life could have survived...guesss we all need a space....

Friday, March 13, 2009

No Time Like The Present

Surfing around...news, gossips, music, movies, photos...
the world has gone mad!

after years a yak finally got his passport
immediately started his world travel
beach - too hot
mountain - too much
New york - too loud
London - too busy
Tokyo - too crowd
Paris - too crazy
...
shortly landed in Madrid
where his cousin bull lives
hug, kiss, music, dance, wine...
but then
shortly ended his life in a bullring
...
相请不如偶遇,不知道贾宏宇是在什么情境下创作的。前几天,突然想起此作品,感觉很适合红色三月,所以再次拿出来晒晒。

一 头牦牛不知出于什么原因,错误地走进斗牛场。杀红了眼的斗牛士们不由分说,乱剑砍死了这头牦牛。这个简短的故事像是一个多重指涉的寓言:即是所有现代化 进程中的民族国家的寓言,也是旅行者对于前程和命运的焦虑,更是人们对于陌生之物的普遍态度的一种症状。胜利者和受伤害者的形象并不完全等同于强者和弱 者,也许胜利和死亡本身,都是建立在恐惧、误解之上,都是命运的游戏。

Monday, March 09, 2009

3.9.50


3年前,在更顿群培画廊看到过用芭比,做的一件行为艺术作品,可惜当时没拍照。几天新闻网上看到消息说藏式“芭比娃娃”出炉了。福喜妹一个有加米名字的博日普姆。而且巨贵, 3000元一个妹妹。 Indeed, I have no interest in Barbie, but again just read - today is Barbie's 50th Birthday. I didn't know before that Barbie is manufactured by Mattel, Inc. and launched in 1959.3.9. What a coincident! After 50 years, Barbie is on top of the world. Today, maybe 福喜妹, the lucky and happy girl from Tibet is also happily celebrating world barbie girl's 50th....

Another 3.9,Tibetan Human Rights, Tibet Menschenrechte, Les droits de l'hommet du Tibet and 西藏人权网,中国第一个以西藏人权为主题的网站今天开通了。十几个板块,4种语言....very comprehensive information in English, German, French and Chinese, but Tibetan language!

Monday, March 02, 2009

信仰爱情

下来,或者我跟你走
请原谅我的爱,诉说的太缓慢

我不相信刻骨铭心的爱情
但蓝色的海、白色的沙、发黄的信纸
放弃与坚持、失败与努力
梦想、等待... 60年的等待
还有摇滚乐、原住民、老人与小孩

我被感动了
没有理由不感动
I believe in Love

海还是海,山还是山
情依依 爱绵绵
山盟海誓,却不抵“留下来,或者我跟你走”

喜欢在山间行走,巨享受在山路间,上气不接下去的感觉。但也很喜欢大海,特别是晚上的海。记得在缅甸Chaungtha beach, 一个人在海边看海看到半夜。在柬埔寨,又是一个人骑车看海看到,前面没有路没有人...... 也记得曾经因为我突然一句,我很喜欢“加措”,让友人惊诧不已...

如果海会说话,如果风爱上砂
如果有些想念遗忘在漫长的长假

音乐的故事。每首都好听,电影原声更是。特别是 Don't wanna 宣泄的情感,其实不就是我们自己的生活....
so many times I've tried
put in my heart and soul
never good enough for you
I'm sick of all your lies
it's time to realize
I'm better off without you

don't wanna be a fool and a slave
to satisfy your needs
not gonna waste my time and my life
to settle in your dreams

you said it's over
it's never over
it's time for something new
I tried so hard
to get this over
to follow something new

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Losar in snowland




过年了 下雪了
银色的圣城拉萨
用舞动的五彩隆达祈福众生
安宁 祥和 健康 幸福 快乐

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

随想

好几年没在家过Losar了。小时候,都说不是 Losar 是 Laysar。虽然物质不丰富,但还得提前准备一两个月。大人忙得不亦乐乎,小孩盼星星盼月亮,等29热乎乎的帕突和热闹的驱鬼仪式,更是想早点穿上新年的新装,并虔诚地在祖拉康佛前祷告。总之所有人在享受过程,乐在其中。Losar是过程,是全家人在一起准备的过程,是大街上小巷里每日穿梭的博日,是15酥油灯照亮的圣城....Losar 是没有终点的一个一个过程....

而现如今,物质富裕了Losar 不再需要提前准备一两个月了。小孩期待是汉堡包,是薯条,满柜子是平时穿的新衣服。祖拉康也不是什么人都想去,可以去的地了,15的夜只能看看月亮了。Losar变了,变成那一个点 - 初一。一个没有过程的节日。

Friday, February 20, 2009

乱世的和平世界

铁竹堂 一个从来没有听说过的乐队
乱世的年代 突然有一天听到 和平世界!

No one really gets along we're all enemies and foes 
We take(away)each other's freedom 
Forthe most selfish reasons 
Somehow we're all killers we kill as we're breathing

为什么对我开枪为什么互相叫骂 
为什么让我受伤为什么同是人类却感到害怕 
为什么侵略我的家 难道说和平真的只是古老的神话 
不过 我还是站在这里 保护我的兄弟 
不管是要死要活我都跟你在一起 剩最后一口气 
我不会忘记 用我的血液 对这场战役 作无声的抗议

It's time 2 say goodbye but baby don't u cry
你不要太难过 因为我一直都在
Cuz i'll be there up high be always by ur side 
你不会太寂寞 因为我不曾离开

说说这世界
唱唱这和平
就这么 再一次被rap电到


This is for my soldiers...
It's my specidal prayer. I pray for you...

And since the day of our birth
Our humble existence on earth
For some life is like a blessing
For some it's worse than a curse
But when you're facing drama
You know you gotta stay a soldier
Whether you pray to the lord
Brahma allah even buddha
Maybe we should listen to the pope
And listen to the dalai lama
but now everywhere is war
Children grown into trauma
Phobias drive us in (to) conflicts
Religious racial economic
Creeds and convictions 
We're fighting each other over bullshoot 
But that's the life the strife 
That's just the way it goes 
No one really gets along we're all enemies and foes 
We take(away)each other's freedom 
Forthe most selfish reasons 
Somehow we're all killers we kill as we're breathing

By not helping grandparents 
Mothers sisters and brothers 
Father please forgive us before 
We all hurt one another 
The only thing universal is blood sweat and tears 
For years the young the elderly and all my dying peers   

It's time 2 say goodbye but baby don't u cry
你不要太难过 因为我一直都在 
Cuz i'll be there up high be always by ur side
你不会太寂寞 因为我不曾离开

也许上帝创造生命只是一个笑话 为什么 
人们虽然知道生命是无价 却互相残杀 
和平世界只会出现在童话 
现实生活中的生命总是遭到无情践踏 无穷的欲望 
每个人都想拥有一切
最后的希望 谁能拯救这世界 
别让它从和平意识还在萌芽的时候 
就被疯狂的人类进行攻击而遭到毁灭
面对死亡的时候才会知道真相
当生命结束的时候一切都只是假象
就像梦一场你能带走哪一样
金钱权力或毒品哪个能够带上天堂
天上的神请帮助我教导我该怎么做
才能够让世人了解这后果
如果当子弹穿过脑袋的时候才能够看透
也许这世界已经没有救没有救

It's time 2 say goodbye but baby don't u cry
你不要太难过 因为我一直都在
Cuz i'll be there up high be always by ur side
你不会太寂寞 因为我不曾离开

Why when i open my eyes i see no peace and no love? 
I see people cry and die 
More tears more sweat more blood 
Living under constant danger 
It don't matter where you are 
Somehow someone will always be 
More than ready to start a war 

Each day hour and second gotta hold on to your weapon 
And if they kill you first die hero go to heaven 
Some fight for more power and some fight for equality 
Killing each other for money resources and territories

I'veseen the varrel of guns 
And they took away my friends 
Sometimes it seems to me that 
We are all headed fot dead endz 
Headed no where fast;the next second might not last 
In a blink of aneye we become a part of the past

Yesterday was history tomorrow's a mystery 
Today's a present;i thank the god above me 
Cuz at every moment it might be your last breath 
You could see your own death

It's time 2 say goodbye but baby don't u cry
你不要太难过 因为我一直都在
Cuz i'll be there up high be always by ur side
你不会太寂寞 因为我不曾离开

Sorry 妈妈 我知道你对我的期待 
请你原谅我以前那么叛逆那么的坏 
妈妈 pleaz don't cry dry ur eyez 
就算我在天上也会 想念你烧的菜
但是现在 我要为兄弟奋力一搏
我要保护着他就像 你那么保护着我
do u know 我没有表面看起来那么懦弱 
我会干掉每一个敌人虽然我感觉到有些困惑 
为什么对我开枪为什么互相叫骂 
为什么让我受伤为什么同是人类却感到害怕 
为什么侵略我的家 难道说和平真的只是古老的神话 
不过 我还是站在这里 保护我的兄弟 
不管是要死要活我都跟你在一起 剩最后一口气 
我不会忘记 用我的血液 对这场战役 作无声的抗议

It's time 2 say goodbye but baby don't u cry
你不要太难过 因为我一直都在
Cuz i'll be there up high be always by ur side 
你不会太寂寞 因为我不曾离开

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

无题

这些日子,努力让自己更生活点,更拉萨点。busy, busy 忙办公室永远没有进展的事;忙和老同学叙旧;忙看拉萨的72变;忙的唏哩哗啦,忙的麻木....busy doing nothing...

终于,可以休假了。只是再没有背包,没有书,没有音乐,更没有陌生的路人了。再不能出不去了。选择另一种生活。

不一样的日子,不一样的心情。还是有书、有音乐....慢慢看 慢慢听...享受蓝天下的黑白世界....

Saturday, January 24, 2009

If You're Out There

A song with inspiring messages, from John Legend for Obama presidential campaign but also a call to arms for anyone who has a mind to contribute and the motivation to actually do it. What we're trying to say is that the time is now, we've already waited long enough to start working on the issues that we need to handle as a country and as a globe. We're talking about poverty, ending the war, and we need more people out there who are clamoring for change, it's not just about electing Obama, it's just about the mindset and putting pressure on the politicians to be more responsible.

So now, President Obama made change history and will make more change Americans need...but then the rest of us, and people are out there on top of the world ....
If you hear this message, Wherever you stand
I'm calling every woman, Calling ever man
We're the generation, We can't afford to wait
The future started yesterday, And we're already late

We've been looking for a song to sing
Searched for a melody, Searched for someone to lead
We've been looking for the world to change
If you feel the same, well go on and say

If you're out there, sing along with me
If you're out there, I'm dying to believe
That you're out there, Stand up and say it loud
If you're out there, tomorrow's starting now...now...now

No more broken promises, No more call to war
Unless it's Love and Peace that we're really fighting for
We can destroy Hunger, we can conquer Hate
Put down the arms and raise your voice
We're joining hands today

I was looking for a song to sing
Searched for a leader, but the leader was me
We were looking for the world to change
We can be heroes, Just go on and say
If you're out there, sing along with me
If you're out there, I'm dying to believe that
you're out there, Stand up and say it loud if you're out there
Tomorrow's starting now...now...now
Whoa now...now...now

If you ready we can save the world
Believe again, start to mend
We don't have to wait for destiny
We should be the change that we want to see

If you're out there, If you're out there
And you're ready now
Sing it loud, scream it out
If you're out there
Sing along with me if you're out there
I'm dying to believe that you're out there
Stand up and say it loud if you're out there
Tomorrow's starting now
If you're out there
If you're out there
If you're out there

If you hear this message, wherever you stand
I'm calling every woman, calling ever man
We're the generation, we can't afford to wait
The future started yesterday and we're already late

Friday, January 16, 2009

It Is Written



是宿命  是轮回 
一切都是注定的
一路上的选择
都只是步步逼近 Final Destiny

Jamal, Salim & Latika
与我们所有人都一样
为了活着、为了生活、为了爱、为了权力
不断选择

A. Cheat
B. Luck
C. Genius
D. Destiny

确切的说
命运不是机遇,而是选择

最终,It is Written.
One for all, and all for One.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

美廓尔又来了!

往常一样,在去吃午饭的路上,熟悉的卖报生在人群中大喊:“阿佳,商报还是晚报?” 我说随便吧,他就给了我份西藏商报。坐下来一看,头版就是“本报探路 带你进入‘拉日’线”。

藏语里“拉日”是神山的意思。这里是指拉萨至日喀则的火车线路。而‘美廓尔’是2006年,西藏自治区翻译协会和自治区新词术语藏文翻译规范委员会70多名专家学者商讨审定,一致同意‘美廓尔’为‘火车’的规范表述。

两会期间,委员们似乎也对‘美廓尔’情有独钟。不仅仅是政协委员、自治区发改委党组书记 、副主任普穷提交了一份“拉日铁路有关事宜的建议”,而且山南地区政协委员会也向自治区政协九届二次会议递交提案,建议建设青藏铁路拉萨经山南至林芝段。为什么又是美廓尔?如果确实它要如此日夜奔腾不息地穿梭于喜马拉雅山,是山神也要被火车轰隆隆的声音给震痴呆掉了。

下文摘自:西藏商报 2008年1月13日
为应对国际金融危机,今年我国将投入4万亿元巨资扩大内需、促进经济增长。这一利好消息对于依靠中央投资方式来拉动经济增长的西藏来说,肯定会受益不少。青藏铁路延伸线拉萨至日喀则支线 铁路就可能借此“东风”,早日开工建设。

拉萨至日喀则段铁路地处青藏高原西南部,线路东起青藏铁路终点拉萨火车站,出站后先向南沿拉萨河而下,途经堆龙德庆县、曲水县后,折向雅鲁藏布江西段而上,穿越长度近90公里的雅鲁藏布江峡谷区,途经尼木县、仁布县、白朗县后抵达藏西南重镇日喀则市。按照设计方案,“拉日”铁路线路全长约254.56公里。线路东低西高,全线桥隧总长约占线路全长的40%,沿线海拔3650米至3840米 ,最高点3990米。全线共设车站14处(含接轨站拉萨)。近期开放8个车站,其中中间站6处(拉萨南、协荣、曲水、尼木、仁布、日喀则);会让站2处(灯古、卡堆);有客、货运作中间站4处(曲水、尼木、仁布、日喀则)。

Monday, January 12, 2009

谁为谁而纪念

任何事物的产生和发展都有其原因和结果
这世上,没有无缘无故的爱
也没有无缘无故的恨

今天看“两会”新闻,说会议将审议九届人大常委会第7次会议提交的《西藏自治区人民代表大会关于设立西藏百万农奴解放纪念日的决定(草案) 》的议案。而西藏自治区人大常委会副秘书长庞伯解释说:“议案就是要让包括藏族在内的全体中华民族永远牢记50年前西藏“民主改革”这一历史性事件,从此西藏百万农奴翻身得解放,挣脱了旧的封建农奴制度枷锁成为国家的主人。”

消息一出,网络上就有支持的声音了。说这事早该做了,而且建议大力宣传。是啊,翻身农奴年年在西藏庆祝这个,纪念那个,就是没有所谓的农奴日。早就应该有了!? But, Why, Why Now? Where is this bill coming from?

Last year, someone in the states suggested "...exile Tibetans should observe a Day of Solidarity and Unity. such ceremonial practice would help make emotional connections between younger and older generations as well as between Tibetans in exile and those inside Tibet." 记得去年年底,一位流亡藏人曾经建议为了显示对于境内藏人的支持,只用空洞语言来形容他们的牺牲是不够的。流亡藏人一定要积极地表达他们的尊敬,并且提供人道的援助。流亡藏人必须制定一个支持与团结的纪念日。因为纪念日不仅将会长久地维系这些分开来的家庭,而且也会给不同的世代带来情感上的连结,也会给境内与境外的藏人带来命运与共的感觉。

才几个月,外面民主的社会,似乎根本就没有讨论此事的迹象。但山这边的社会主义专政已在人大商讨类似议案了。不记得谁说的,加米虽然不能什么都是世界领先,但有超强的学习能力。看来真的是这样啊,倾听不同的声音,并付诸行动。

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Lemon Tree

Because of Jerusalem I love Israel; because of Edward Said I always wanna go to Middle East. I believe, Israel is a country with unity of opposites. The long-lasting conflict in middle east is about political, ethical and about religious, there is no easy answer on the issue. But if only by reading, listening and watching so called news in a country where information and news were carefully selected by the centre government it makes things extremely easy to understand. However, the real world is more complicated than we learn from Chinese media. Therefore, I enjoy reading novels and watching movies more! The stories, that tell true stories from ground.



Lemon Tree, a great movie directed by Israeli Eran Riklis. It is about real life in Israel and Palestine. It is those little human stories behind the conflict. Indeed, so many such stories are happening in Tibet. In movie, all started with difference but connected by only one thing in common, own way of life.

Palestine vs.Israel
Ordinary Arab woman vs. Israel Minister of Defense (man)
Arabic vs. Hebrew
Lemon tree vs. National security
Protects families lemon tree vs. Cuts neighbors lemon tree
sort power vs. hard power
fence vs. wall
.....
After all, it is a story of asymmetric power relationship in a conflict. Though some people do believe, hard power is stronger and better than soft power to take a better position in a conflict. But not always true. Also like Great Wall or Berlin Wall, cannot never ever just keep things out....
Lemon tree very pretty, and the lemon flower is sweet
but the fruit of the poor lemon is impossible to eat

Thursday, January 01, 2009

My 2008

Year Started - traveling around Yunnan, Laos and Cambodia
Freedom, BeMyself, Heat, Live, Learning, People, Different, Similarity, Sharing, Searching

Spring - March 14
Desperate, Hope, Death, Cry, Voiceless, Inspired, Fear, Lie, Insomnia, Depress, Courage, Believe, Pessimistic

Summer - China (5.12 Earthquake, Olympic Games)
Death, Anger, Pain, Interdependent, Uncertainty, Nationalistic, Discrimination, Conflict, Politics, Insomnia, Show, Believe

Fall - so called Normal Life
Work, Fear, Reeducation, Unproductive, Depress, Alive

Winter - writing, meeting, thinking
Hope, Disappointment, Depress, Alive, Love, Lost, Pessimistic

March dot Fourteen, that day completely changed my life and all Tibetan's life. 2008 was an extremely bad and hard year, everybody is expecting a new year. Hope things will get better; however, looking at days in Lhasa, and people in China and war in the World. I don't know what's the worst that could happens in 2009, or a miracle could happen...just wish Peace, Love & Freedom for people all over the world.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

周末拉萨

拉萨是纯粹的“愚乐”城市。她“愚”乐了西藏各党政机关;“愚”乐国内国际的政客,而博日也在比谁比谁更“愚”蠢,看上去更快“乐”些。就这样,美丽的“愚”乐拉萨城里居住的人,也就慢慢患上了不同程度的恐惧症、焦虑症、疑病症、狂想症、强迫症、自闭症、抑郁症、孤独症、神经衰弱症、性虐待症...

周末我这个患有心里疾病综合症的人,独自享受着音乐、书的时候,收到了朋友的短信说:

夜幕降临后,我们社会是这样的:
有喝的、有碰的、三拳两胜玩命的;
有喊的、有唱的、抓着话筒不放的;
有胡的、有杠的、每圈都有进账的;
搓脚的、搓背的、按摩按到裸睡的;
想念的、爱慕的、电话两天倾诉的;
谈情的、说爱的、地上搂着乱踹的;
眉来的、眼去的、惹得老公生气的;
沾花的、惹草的、害的老婆乱找的;
表演的、猛练的、跳楼招来观看的;
狂欢的、作案的、满街都是乱窜的;
卖淫的、嫖娼的、漏室独自玩抢的;
窍门的、盗墓的、做梦都想致富的;
开房的、上床的、干到高潮叫娘的;
手模的、舌舔的、干出小孩不管的;
补肾的、吃鞭的、一干通宵累瘫的;
同志你的干哪样?周末快乐!

黑夜里的音乐和Sandy Tolan 的The Lemon Tree,我怎么就是一个局外人了。也许正因为如此,我才会这么痛.....

Thursday, December 25, 2008

War Is Over

at the end of each year, the overwhelming greeting messages with vary forms...
music is always a big part of it and I enjoy most
Happy Xmas by John Lennon, is always, but is not just a song

I wish, in the years to come...
No War
No Killing
No Fear
No Hunger
No... but people live free of ....

So this is Christmas
and what have you done
another year over
a new one just begun

and so this is Christmas
I hope you have fun
the near and the dear ones
the old and the young
a very Merry Christmas
and a Happy New Year
let's hope it's a good one
without any fear

and so this is Christmas (war is over...)
for weak and for strong (...if you want it)
the rich and the poor ones
the road is so long

and so happy Christmas
for black and for white
for the yellow and red ones
let's stop all the fight

a very Merry Christmas
and a Happy New Year
lets hope it's a good one
without any fear

so this is Christmas
and what have you done
war is over - if you want it

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

这组一只鸟与另一只鸟之间催人泪下的故事,不知感动了多少个人。过了这么久,再看依旧感动如初......

星期六的下午,港南的天气阴霾,很多的家燕,成群停留在马路上觅食戏耍,看着来往的大货车 ,突然,一辆呼啸而过的大货车开过,地上只看到一团黑影留着,不幸又发生了……


鸟儿的感情也是相当丰富的。尽管这只家燕已经在地上不会动了,但是,另一只仿佛是她的家人,马上飞到她的身旁,不忍相信这个实事……


一辆汽车开过来了,飞快的车速,将风卷起,地上的鸟儿也随着翻了身。看到地上的鸟儿改变了姿势,情人仿佛受到鼓励一般,赶快的又飞下来到她的身旁…… 


他在她的身旁守候,大声的呼喊着“为何还不起来呢?”


无奈何,另一方已经永远听不到了……此时,鸟儿竟尝试着要将地上的鸟儿抓起……


当然是无法承受这样沉重的负担……用力的振翅,一次又一次……


无奈,纵然地上的鸟儿想回应,却也永远没办法了……又一辆汽车经过,鸟儿赶忙飞起,等到汽车一过,却又马上下来……


尽管别的鸟儿告诉他这是没有用的,但是,依然不死心的希望看到他再度飞起……另一辆汽车经过,鸟儿的身子又被汽车快速的风吹动……再度受到鼓舞的鸟儿,坚持不同的尝试……


尽了全身的力量,却无法得到任何的回应……


据摄影者讲,他自己已经拍摄不下去了……,怕那只不愿离去的鸟儿再受到意外,便将那只已逝去的鸟儿挪在路边,那只鸟儿在附近的树枝上久久哀鸣不愿离去……

Friday, December 12, 2008

失真

记得几年前,为了政府对雪顿日期的调整,网上、网下大家议论纷纷,传统失真是所有人最担忧的。

而如今,白啦日追大伙摇身一变都成了善男信女。机关里的博日阿佳啦,成了关注传统宗教节日的人群。平日很难布施的博日布,也竟如此慷慨解囊。

说是“仙女节”
说是“吉祥天母节”
说是“妇女节”
说是“藏族情人节”
还有说是“又一个乞丐节”

网上说:“今天是吉祥天母节,也是‘西藏妇女节’,女人问你拿钱是,男人一定要给,否则会损福气...男人大出血”。 还有放话说“所有的男人都必须准备好红包。所有的女人问所有的男人要红包。一个一个地要,而且男人们必须给。据说:行长给500,科长给200... ..."白拿" ”

朋友说:“昨天聊至早上...,下午三点才起床,避开了抢钱的女人节...”。 朋友说:“I am hiding tomorrow since I don't have any money to give away for Pelha'i Duchen.”。 还有朋友说:“给你也发了数美元的彩信”;我暗想,多亏我手机不能接收彩信。更有很多人说:“这么喜欢要钱,也许是即将成为真乞丐的前兆而已.....”

如果一个有着悠久传统和美丽传说的日子,可以失真到这种程度,我们应该去责问谁?
因果报应、褒善贬恶、敬老爱幼、孝敬父母的道德观似乎正在消失......

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

群众“不明真相”是官员失职【转】

“一小撮别有用心的人”、“不明真相的群众”、“黑恶势力幕后指使策划”……近些时候,一些较大的群体性事件发生之初,总能看到地方政府这样匆忙定性的词语。贵州“瓮安事件”、云南“孟连事件”,以及最近的甘肃“陇南事件”,事发之初,都能看到这样的“定性怪圈”。

“不明真相的群众”,似乎将群众看成没有独立人格、自由思想的“愚民”和逆来顺受的“顺民”,他们的不满一定是因为受到了蒙蔽、迷惑、挑唆和煽动。与之相对的,官员及其决策者则明白真相,掌握真理,难以犯错。

这样的定性,与这个时代完全脱节。有网民调侃“不明真相”说,这“不仅侮辱了群众的人格,还侮辱了群众的智商”,他们揶揄总结说,群众总是“不明真相”的,闹事的总是“别有用心”的,黑恶势力总是能“煽动群众”的,死者家属总是“情绪稳定”的……

经过30年的改革开放,中国社会已进入“黄金发展时期”与“矛盾凸显时期”并存的阶段。体制转换、结构调整、社会变革,在广度上已涉及经济、政治、文化等所有领域,在深度上已触及人们具体的经济利益。利益调整凸显了新的矛盾,就业、分配、腐败等问题成为人们关注的焦点。社会矛盾一旦遇到“导火索”,就容易爆发为大规模群体性事件、呈现出突发性、对抗激烈、社会破坏力强,处置难度大等特点。群体性事件频发有其深刻的社会背景。绝大多数群体性事件都是由于群众切身利益受到侵犯,利益诉求长期被漠视而引发。

分析近年来全国影响较大的群体事件,几乎都有一个共同的规律:起因很小-基层反应迟钝-升级为群体性事件-基层无法控制-震惊高层-迅速处置-事态平息。在冲突萌芽和聚集的初期,一些地方的基层党委政府对社会矛盾普遍表现出“体制性迟钝”——反应迟钝,判断失误,处理失当,导致“小事拖大,大事拖炸”,集中暴露出执政能力薄弱的软肋。

为了给这样的“体制性迟钝”寻找遁词,一些地方官员在应对群体性事件时,倾向于走极端,延续“寻找敌人”的专政思维,简单粗暴地“扣帽子,揪辫子,打棍子”。面对危机,他们首先想到的不是努力化解矛盾,而是上升到“政治高度”,对事件超前定性,把群众利益诉求“泛政治化”:要么认定“一小撮别有用心的人挑唆煽动”,要么认定为“有黑恶势力操纵”,然后把公安机关推上一线,采取高压手段解决问题。这么做,实际是一些官员揣着明白装糊涂,想借此推托自身应该承担的失职渎职责任。因此,在某种意义上,胡乱定性的官员才是群体性事件中真正“别有用心的人”。

如果说,在新中国建国初期,由于外部存在境内外敌对势力的持续威胁,内部存在土匪、特务等一些遗留问题,专政思维还有其时代合理性的话,那么,在执政已经60年的今天,一些官员思想上、行为上依然存在的“专政”惯性,说明他们还没有理解中国共产党从革命党到执政党的时代转变,更没有理解好、执行好执政为民这一党的根本宗旨。

“瓮安事件”中,基层党委政府匆忙将事件定性为“有组织、有预谋”,是黑恶势力煽动群众围攻政府,并在当地媒体大规模刊播“瓮安群众愤怒谴责不法分子”等新闻,引起了更多群众的反感和猜疑。后来,还是贵州省委书记石宗源指出这起事件的“真相”:一些长期积累的社会矛盾没有得到应有的重视和妥善的解决,干群关系紧张、治安环境不好,一些地方、一些部门在思想意识、干部作风和工作方法上还存在很多问题,群众对我们的工作不满意。

在“寻找敌人”的同时,一些官员还习惯于封锁消息,控制舆论,制造出“不明真相的群众”。长期以来,在突发性公共事件发生后,保持沉默、回避媒体已经成为一些基层党委政府条件反射式的“自觉行为”,但在传播手段多样化、传播对象大众化的情况下,这种紧要关头的“失语”必然丧失引导舆论的主动权,看似避免承担责任的风险,实际却陷入被动,增加了平息事态的难度。

群众不明真相是官员的渎职。群众有权利了解真相,出现群众“不明真相”的情况,正是一些地方执政者的失职。因此,一些地方被“不明真相的群众”冲击、打砸,执政者首先要反躬自省。“不明真相的群众”暴露的是一些官员对民意的漠视,以及对“权力必须接受监督”这一法治理念的强烈反感。在少数官员的脑袋里,他们根子上就漠视公民的基本权利,更何况“公民知情权”。《政府信息公开条例》早已颁布实施,但是公众最想知道、需要知道、应当知道的不少信息却无法公开。比如,最近,沈阳市民温洪祥要求公开政府办公费、招待费、差旅费等费用,就被官员答复为“极其敏感,难度很大”。

一方面是群众无法了解真相,另一方面,一些公布的“真相”往往是群众无法接受的“假相”。看着那些群体性事件新闻“通稿”,我常常想问这些起草发布者3个小问题:“如果死者是你的母亲,你情绪能不能稳定?”“为什么群众跟黑帮走而不是跟政府走?”“别有用心的人究竟是些什么人?”

在构建和谐社会的历史潮流下,为政者应当转变思维,变社会控制为社会博弈,最终走向社会契约。前段时间的重庆出租车罢运事件,以官民互动的谈判、协商方式圆满解决,不就充分证明了中国可以跳出所谓“专政”的“周期率”吗?

文/《瞭望》新闻周刊记者黄豁

Monday, December 08, 2008

丰裕中的饥荒

如今生活,确切地说应该是物质生活越来越丰裕了
但为什么我们就越来越像“伊达” - 饿鬼呢?
如今的饥荒感
似乎要比爱尔兰大饥荒
更加真实
如此的不同却又如此惊人的相似
There is more in us than we know about. The famine, which happened 150 years ago. It's three lifetimes at most. Things that happen than were handed on from father to son, from mother to daughter, down to this day. They are within us now, and we don't deal with them. And it seems to me, this is what's interesting about a lot of Irish music now, that it is the carrier for this kind of feeling, and for this kind of emotion, that we have no other expression for it because politically we deny it, intellectually we deny it. Our literature ....... doesn't deal with this, our sentiment doesn't deal with this. But music, it's in the music, it seems to me. The culture can actually carry those things in al kinds of visible ways, in gesture, in movement, in language, in humour and in music.



Okay, I want to talk about Ireland
Specifically I want to talk about the "famine"
About the fact that there never really was one
There was no "famine"
See Irish people were only allowed to eat potatoes
All of the other food, meat, fish, vegetables,
were shipped out of the country under armed guard
To England while the Irish people starved
And then in the middle of all this
They gave us money not to teach our children Irish
And so we lost our history
And this is what I think is still hurting me

You see we're like a child that's been battered
Has to drive itself out of it's head because it's frightened
Still feels all the painful feelings
But they lose contact with the memory
and this leads to massive self-destruction
Alcoholism, drug addiction
All desperate attempts at running
And in it's worst formBecomes actual killing
And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be rememberingAnd then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong

An American army regulation
Says you mustn't kill more than ten percent of a nation
'Cos to do so causes permanent "psychological damage"
It's not permanent but they didn't know that
Anyway during the supposed "famine"
We lost a lot more than 10% of our nation
Through deaths on land or on ships of emigration
But what finally broke us is not starvation
No it's use in the controlling of our education
School go on about "Black 47"
On and on about "The terrible famine"
But what they don't say is in truth
there really never was one

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
All the lonely people
where do they all belong

So let's take a look can we
The highest statistics of child abuse in the EEC
And we say we're a Christian country
But we've lost contact with our history
See we used to worship God as a mother
We're suffering from post traumatic stress disorder
Look at all our old men in the pubs
Look at all our young people on drugs
We used to worship God as a mother
Now look at what we're doing to each other
We've even made killers of ourselves
The most child-like trusting people in the Universe
And this is what's wrong with us
Our history books the parent figures lied to us
I see the Irish
As a race like a child
That got itself smashed in the face
And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be remembering
And then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding

All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong
All the lonely people
Where do they all come from
(That I can tell you in one word)
All the lonely people
Where do they all belong

And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be remembering
And then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding

And if there ever is gonna be healing
There has to be remembering
And then grieving
So that there then can be forgiving
There has to be knowledge and understanding
We stand on the brink of a great achievement
In this Ireland there is no solution
To be found to our disagreements
By shooting each other

Because of our tradition everyone here knows who he is
and what God expects him to do

Forgiveness, forgiveness
Knowledge
Yes
And understanding

Forgiveness
Equate, be driven
Frogiveness
Knowledge
Yes
And understanding

Monday, December 01, 2008

Shall We Dance



Again! World AIDS Day! Just like a show-time everybody into the streets for leaflets and condom. If people were really care and concern, everyday should be AIDS day not just 1st of December. HIV and AIDS is not just a health issue but a social issue; we are all part of it.....thus should work together! With one's friends, colleagues, wife, husband, child, community members....

As said, most intimate but probably most dangerous. So shall we dance, inside the condom...every time!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Rock U, Chinese Democracy



I always enjoy James Reynold's reports and Qs....Always There!

And here, after Gun N' Roses's Chinese Democracy! James goes" An American rock ban releases a new album called "Chinese Democracy" what is the Chinese government response to such even?   Boom.... Mr.Qin Gang, Chinese Foreign Ministry spokesman replyed: "According to my knowledge, a lot of people don't like this kind of music - because it's too noisy, and too loud. James, I think you are a mature adult, aren't you?

说记者问外交部发言人秦刚:美国一个乐队“抢与玫瑰” 发行了一张名为《中国民主》的新专辑,中方对此有何反应? 秦笑眯眯地答:据我了解,很多人不喜欢这类音乐,因为它太嘈杂,噪音太大。我想你应该是一个成熟的成年人吧?

什么跟什么呀!摇滚,民主,成年人,音乐 ..... 所以的一切一切的一切,在中国都是噪声,都是污染....

It don’t really matter 其实无所谓
You’ll find out for yourself
你们自己终究会发现
No it don’t really matter
不,其实它无所谓
You’re gonna leave these thing to
Somebody else
你们总是会将这样的事情留给别人去做

If they missionaries
如果那些传教士
Real time visionaries
现实世界的幻想家
Sitting in a Chinese stew
坐在中国这口热锅上
To view my dis-infatu-ation
看见我的清醒
I know that I’m a classic case
我知道我是一个典型案例
Watch my disenchanted face
观察我不再迷醉的脸
Blame it on the Falun Gong
怪罪给法轮功吧
They’ve seen the end and you can’t hold on now
他们已经看到结局,而你却支持不住了。
Cause it would take a lot more hate than you
To stop the fascination
因为需要太多的仇恨才能阻止它的魔力
Even with an iron fist
即使你有一个铁拳。
Our baby got to rule the nation
我们的孩子将会统治这个国家
But all I got is precious time
而我拥有的只是宝贵的时间

It don’t really matter
其实无所谓
Gonna keep it to myself
你可以保密
No it don’t really matter
不,其实它无所谓
So you can hear it now from
Somebody else
所以你现在可以从别人那里听到这些信息

Cause it would take a lot more time than you
因为你的时间不够
I’ve got more masturbation
我有更多的自我满足
Even with your iron fist
即使伴随着你的铁拳
Our baby got to rule the nation but all I got is
Precious time
我们的孩子将统治这个国家但我所拥有的只是宝贵的时间
Our baby got to rule the nation but all I got is
Precious time
我们的孩子将统治这个国家但我所拥有的只是宝贵的时间

It don’t really matter
其实无所谓
Gonna keep it to myself
你可以保密
No it don’t really matter
不,其实它无所谓
So you can hear it now from
Somebody else
所以你现在可以从别人那里听到这些信息

You think you got it all locked up inside
你以为可以把一切都封锁起来。
And if you beat them all up they’ll die
以为痛打他们,他们就会死去。
Then you’ll walk them home for the cells
然后把牢房当作他们的家
Then now you’ll dig for your road back to hell
这样的话你就是在为自己挖掘回到地狱的路
And with your makes you stop
是你自己让自己灭亡
As if your eyes were their eyes you can tell
In your lack of time
如果你能用他们眼睛看到,就会知道自己的时间已经不多了

Saturday, November 08, 2008

True & False

社科院公布白领工资标准 拉萨月入900就是白领
中国社会科学院公布的2007年全国主要城市白领工资标准,包括各城市物价水平、居住成本、交通成本、城市现代化等诸多方面因素。香港月入18500元,北京5000元,广州4750元才算白领(单位:人民币)。外地务工者在以下基础上增加1800元。共分七档。
一档:香港18500,澳门8900;
二档:上海5350,深圳5280,温州5020,北京5000
三档:杭州4980[杭州白领工资标准你说我说] ,广州4750,苏州4300,厦门4100,青岛4000;
四档:南京3780,福州3380,无锡3200,天津3150,济南3120,大连3000;
五档:郑州2880,昆明2800,武汉2680,海口2600,长沙2480,三亚2360,重庆2250,沈阳2100,乌鲁木齐2100,西安2080;
六档:成都1900,哈尔滨1700,呼和浩特1700,贵阳1600,长春1500,兰州1500,银川1100,西宁1000;
七档:拉萨900
http://bbs.chinatibetnews.com/viewthread.php?tid=811&highlight=

Here is the report from Chinese Academy of Social Sciences on the standard monthly wages of white-collar workers in China. Surprisingly, Lhasa, the capital of Tibet Autonomous Region is listed at the bottom with 900RMB($130)/month. As 18,500RMB($2,700) per month, Hong Kong is listed on the top line. Beijing and Shanghai, with 5,000RMB and 5,350 are grouped in the second level.

But then,,just after few days on Xinhua News and released by National Bureau of Statistics of China on average wage level cross China. Tibet(32,436RMB) rank the top three, with Beijng(39,663RMB) on the first and Shanghai(39,004RMB) on the second place.

I am not quite sure how these calculation been done and where were these data source from? Interestingly, the article also listed top three average wage level in different sectors. The financial industry, is considered as the top industry, and followed by IT on the second and electric power, gas, water production and supply on the third place. It is almost impossible that Tibet could make average wage as higher as than Guangfdong or Nanjing, or even Sichuan, given these sectors are just rising industry in Tibet. But then....What is What? True things are false, for if the things be true

各省市工资水平排序 北京上海西藏居前三名

据国家统计局反馈的资料,截止到今年三季度末,江苏城镇单位在岗职工平均工资水平仍然位居北京(39663元)、上海(39004元)、西藏(32436元)、天津(27687元)、浙江(23603元)、广东(23078元)之后,在全国各省(自治区、直辖市)中排列第7位。

不同的行业,职工平均工资也存在差距。前三季度排在前三位的依次为:金融业42838元,信息传输、计算机服务和软件业36600元,电力、燃气及水的生产和供应业35380元。

http://news.xinhuanet.com/society/2008-10/29/content_10269839.htm

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Is Anything Really Possible!

"If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer." - Chicago, Illinois 4 Nov 2008

Tonight, Obama and Amercian people made the history. No matter how bad and what people say about United States, it is a land of opportunity. I remember a Chinese moive had famous quote, it goes: 如果你爱一个人,送他去纽约,因为那里是天堂;如果你恨一个人,送他去纽约,因为那里是地狱。in translation, " If you love someone, send him to New York, for it's heaven; if you hate someone, send him to New York, for it's hell. " And I guess after today, most of people would love to live in US, as it is now. Anything is possible!

But then, I am wondering, is possible for an ordinaroy Tibetan be somebody in China? I don't know, really. I wish anything is possible all over the world. Be happy, be yourself, and be contributor to the society.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Tibet in quakes


Pull by Tsering Nyandak
Tibet, my country
Lhasa, my home
Tibetans, my fellows
Gone through great many difficulties
So, why we cannot this time
With earthquake hits Snowland
Let's hold hands together again
Wish Safe and Peace all over the World

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Who Spread AIDS!


I think this is extremely cool. 胡老师英语 会传播艾滋病 Teacher Hu's English can spread AIDS.Is that true? I laughed; we all laughed; at office. I even sent this picture to my colleague, 'Hu' whom we have always call “胡老师 Teacher Hu” to get the answer for the issue we are always talking - How HIV is spread in Tibet and elsewhere? so here we are, the answer!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

阿里的广场文化

广场现象在中国任何一个角落都会有其生存的土壤。 在北京、在拉萨、在阿里、乃至在阿里革吉县,这么一个小县城也有够气派的文化广场。


这是阿里地区广场,超大所谓的文化广场。除了四周的山,头顶的蓝天白云,很难想象这是在西藏阿里。仙人掌、椰树和火柴盒的房子, 不知是要展示什么样的文化?!


这是扎达县 - 托林广场,古格王朝的所在地。也是象雄文化的中心地带。象雄是历史上一个古国。象雄是苯教的发源地,有着独特的象雄文。“象雄”一词,在象雄语中意为鹏地,即大鹏鸟之地。藏语称鹏鸟为“架琼”,与象雄语文完全不同。而现在的扎达文化广场把“象雄”文化,真当成“象”文化在演绎。援藏干部还特意赠送了一个银色的“象”,来象征此地乃“象雄”文化之源也。是真不懂历史还是重新诠释历史?!



革吉县,一个才千人的县城,也有这么一个空旷的文化广场。走在铺着大理石无人的广场上,阳光变得更加刺眼。天还是透明的蓝,“全民健身器材”在广场和山的对应下,显得极为不协调。也不明白狮子摆这是啥意思。虽然县前后各有一个,但似乎没人知道为什么。

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Lost Kingdom - Guge Dynasty

曾经设想过N次
游走在古格 - 消失的王国里
辉煌与没落
废墟,谜一般
废墟吞没了我的期盼
废墟助长了我的记忆
美丽的废墟